Why beat the horse....
You know, sometimes when you think you've started to make a new friend, life just decides to play a dirty joke on you. Now I don't know if it's true or not, but all of the signs and my spidey-sense are giving me the feeling that someone I really like to talk to has a problem with me. I don't know what I'm doing, what I'm NOT doing, if she hates me, I have no idea. And unless it comes out in a rage, like it can, I'll probably never know. So all I can do is keep trying to be friendly and more importantly, be myself. I like myself and have had random people who I have helped out in the past simply state without me doing anything special for them that I am a very good person. I had a gentleman at Kirklands in the mall this past weekend simply come up to the register, I checked him out, bagged his stuff up, and the first thing out of his mouth after I was done was 'You are a very good person'. Apparently I must be doing SOMETHING right in life to get compliments like that!!! >_< So anyways, I'm just letting out some steam so that I can get back to work. I just wish people wouldn't judge me before they really know who I am or even touch the surface. Worktime...