Jun 05, 2005 22:36
Been a few days, I think. I've been busy making Xanga layouts, but I'm kind of weirded on that one right now since no one seems to even look at my Xanga anymore except Whitney and Nina, and Nina only looks when I tell her there's something new. But... I don't know. I'm trying to stay happy, or at least fake it. Things really are good, I know. I just can't convince myself of that right now.
So... MySpace has been acting up for me... and so has everything else, really. Getting a teensy bit frustrated with Shadow because whenever a certain topic comes up, he asks for me to help him and he doesn't do any helping back. Small news, yea, but it kinda means something to me. Makes me a little upset, simply, that he doesn't want to make me feel good or whatever. I thought there was a change last night, but it ended up being the same as it always is.
I guess I should be happy that I'm even lucky enough to be with someone like him. As I keep getting reminded of, he's amazing, and uber-sexy to boot. But... I don't know. Trying to stay positive, I promise. And I will succeed.
*~x Babz x~*
Who loves ya baby...