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so i feel absolutely nothing, my grandma passed away tonight. i was really close with both of my granparents and yet... nothing, no dispair no mourning, i even went out tonite and played beer pong. why do i se myself as unfeeling?
but i miss my grandma alot. gramma you made a huge impact on my life, you taught me to cook, you made me into the fine young man i am today. i remember one day i you told me if you ever remembered lying, and you said that youve never lied to anyone, at that point i thought you werent telling me the truth, but as i sit here today, i think you were as close to a saint as ill ever get. if im half the person you are, i will be satisfied that ive lived a good life. i love you gramma watch over my little sister and i, god knows without you imma need some guidance.
i know your not resting so its more like
cook in peace grandma, ill keep you in my thoughts
edna key 11/9/2006
but i miss my grandma alot. gramma you made a huge impact on my life, you taught me to cook, you made me into the fine young man i am today. i remember one day i you told me if you ever remembered lying, and you said that youve never lied to anyone, at that point i thought you werent telling me the truth, but as i sit here today, i think you were as close to a saint as ill ever get. if im half the person you are, i will be satisfied that ive lived a good life. i love you gramma watch over my little sister and i, god knows without you imma need some guidance.
i know your not resting so its more like
cook in peace grandma, ill keep you in my thoughts
edna key 11/9/2006