Jul 08, 2005 20:35
i need to write. ney i crave it at this moment. i met this girl
ill give you that i was drunk and stoned. but if you know me it doesnt matter. i then proceeded to get her fone number and make out with her for the next two hours. then i had to leave. but i had her fone number. and i did proceed to wait two days before calling her. when i did call her she informed me that she would be having a party on the fourth at her house. i then informed her that i would enjoy her and her friend megans company at my house on friday evening due to the fact that my parents were gone. they showed up at two. everyone besides me decided to drink at that time. so everyone gets drunk. and i enjoy sitting next to her having her lean on me and all that little stuff that makes life enjoyable. even during one of my shittiest weeks ever where i came down with a fever of 105 that made me fail my classes because i wasnt able to attend the classes that she lectured on the material that was on the finals, my car broke down the same week, and my hours were cut severely. but i looked up because i beleive i had found one of the girls that would make me happy for the next few months. saturday rolls around and she was supposed to attend the big party at my house. she did not show. she wasnt able to due to her parents not letting her out of the house. sunday night i asked her to attend as well because i was having a kickback. she then di proceed to stay at my house for 40 minutes. its a 20 minute drive from her house to mine so i assumed the best. anyone that would drive as much time as she would spend with me should be worth keeping i told myself.
then monday rolled around. i had decided i wasnt going to drink. we went to her house only to learn it was an 856 party..which meant there were alot of shady characters around and such. and crystal being the gorgeous womean she is...decided to wear a really low cut shirt. it drove me crazy seeing all those guys drool over her. cuz she wouldnt pay attention to me so that everyone knew who she was with. it was at that moment i decided i was going to drink. hell i was going to get shitfaced. so i drank all her vodka. and i drank her parents tequila much to my chagrin. then i became so obnoxiously loud that people voted me out even tho i had planned on sleeping there. the next day i woke up not remembering what had happened. i asked my buddies and all of them said i got out of control. i called crystal the next day and told her to call me at the shop. she said i drank all her parents tequila and i needed to buy more. ok i could do that. so i went over there on tuesday after work with flowers. and apologized for the way i had acted. cuz i got out of control. its true i got out of control. the next day i went and got the tequila. it was sixty dollars. it pretty much made me a broke ass motherfucker. and we talked. i got to know her alot better. and i decided she liked me. the next day i woke up with a good feeling. but i quickly found out the entire week i had been dreaming. it seemed that during that night while i was so drunk, she went into a room. and had decided to make out with some chick topless. now i she has to do something drastic or i will walk out of her life forever. she wwill be cut. see the thing is, i dont meet girls that easy. and this one is old enough and extremely pretty. ive made her out to be better than she is tho. and now i pay the price. tomorrow i give her the ultimatum. wish me luck.