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i fucken suck at this being happy with the girl that i have thing. i have yet to find a girl that i like enough to keep around for a while. im quickly tiring of the girl that i thought oh so wonderful. meh. maybe its just me. i mean i never thought that i would be one to enjoy the chase. but this is the third time its happened since i graduated from high school. and all of them have been underage! i think its a confidence thing or something. im so pussy its not even funny. i should fix all that shit man . i guess im pretty fucked up. but i think imma keep my mouth shut for a while. i talk to much. sometimes its good to just listen.