Jul 03, 2008 01:29
i've had no dreams for years. then suddenly they all come rushing back to me. nostalgia. this girl, she's like 10 years younger than me, 100 lbs heavier. she's trying to kill me. i lock my door. she still gets in. i fucking dead bolt the lock, walk away,. 2 seconds later. she's stabbing me in the face. these locks are nothing@ !
"the illusion of safety."
i've been dreaming of tattoos for six years. nearly everyday i'm glad i haven't gotten one yet, bc i randomly come up with better ideas. & would regret getting my last idea. i know this will go on forever & i will never be satisfied with any permanent art on my body -sigh- oooh. but i want it so badly. oh so badly.
i have 100% in one of my classes & 88% in the other, yehayeah.
i should sleep now.
soon i will have cedar point, skydiving, necrophagist, bc, & clarity ! ahh. <3
i guess i should maybe sleep now. kbye.