LOVES GONNA GET YOU DOWN

Dec 30, 2007 22:50

scoreee
if you know what song this title is from ;]
i bet you know keith xD

anyway. i just needed a place to shove this. i dont want to lose it or have to go searching again xD

' FRANK ANTONY ZOTZ

personality;
when you first are getting to know frank, he's shy and look at his feet. his hands are always behind his back and his hair is covering his eyes. he isn't fond of going up to people and talking to them but if they come up to him, he will be shy for a little bit but become completely like himself when he gets more into conversation. frank isn't shy for a long time, when you walk up to him he might stutter a bit and maybe even a blush will creep across his pale cheeks but that's probably it. he wont stay shy for long though because that's just not the way he is. if you first get to meet him in a club, well that's kind of a whole different story. when someone comes up to him in a club, he's either already intoxicated or he's in the middle of getting intoxicated and in that case, well, frank can be the best person you ever met.

when you know frank, even if you were friends for the shortest time, he will just blab on about nothing really quickly. sometimes when he's really into whatever your talking about, you can hardly hear him because he talking so fast. people find it hilarious but it bugs frank when he has to repeat everything that he said all over again. he loves to talk about music and its one of his favorite things. frank is also very sweet and if you ask for something, he would probably give it to you. frank is known for lending money to people all the time and letting them borrow his stuff. he doesn't mind in the least because he loves to give things to people. but, frank also has a problem with anger. if someone says the smallest thing it will make him upset, he just cant handle it. even just saying he's short will blow a fuse and he'll freak on you. frank is very defensive and protect everything. especially the things that are close to him because he just cant stand someone picking on his friends or him.

frank is what some people would call weird because of the small things he does. the one thing that freaks people out a lot is that he sorts his books in alphabetical order by the author. and he always has to push them right up against the wall or else it drives him crazy. he has to keep EVERYTHING, even if its just the tags from his clothes or a Jones bottle. he just cant stand to throw anything away. if he does throw something away, he feels guilty because it might have been something important or he could have kept it. he keeps the bags from when he goes shopping for clothes! its just the grocery bags that he's able to throw out, everything else he has to keep. frank also has a slight bipolar disorder. his mood can change at any time, he can be really happy and then all of a sudden, BOOM he's upset for no reason. another thing that frank cant really be around is loud noises, if someone scares him or he gets really upset he will start to hyperventilate and he cant breath. the last time it happened he was so close to going to the hospital and he's worried that it might happen again if he cries to hard.

frank is an over all nice guy unless you get him upset or do something that really bothers him, like messing up his books or just play with things in his room. he's really kind of paranoid about almost everything and he cant sleep with his door closed, not to mention the fact that he's scared of the drank AND his closet. he has to sleep with a lamp on, he just cant sleep with a night light because there isn't enough light for him. it drives people crazy sometimes but he can sleep in the dark if its not his room. but if he's sleeping in his room, even with someone else there the lamp has to be on. frank is also afraid of pine trees just the slightest. and that's why he never plays fable anymore. he does not need to get anymore messed up at all.

frank also has a thing for picking up his partners in a club. frank had always had a small problem with drinking but no so much that its getting out of hand. frank will drink almost anything that's put in his face but his favorite drink would have to be a screwdriver. he doesn't do drugs and he would choose not to...ever. he hates when people destroy their lives like that and yet, he's destroying his own life with drinking. he hates that he's like this but he just cant help it, because sometimes he can blow up when he gets drunk. there has been a few accidents and he never wants them to happen again. he stops himself before he does anything bad now, but that doesn't stop him from picking up boys at the local club. another thing that frank is addicted too is coffee, he's in love with the stuff. anything with caffeine in it is good for him even though a vanilla latte is probably the best drink that star bucks has EVER made in their whole life time.

Appearance;
TATTOOS
Frank is covered head to toe in tattoos. well not really head to toe but you could call it that. he has thirty four tattoos and counting. so far, the list will go on as: "Forget Me Not" with blue hand on his arm, "Halloween" on his fingers, "Hope" with a flame on his chest, "I'm So Sorry" above the heart/knife on his arm,"I wish I were a ghost" on his right wrist, "Jinx Removing" and scissors on the left side of his neck, "Keep the Faith" on his neck, "La Mia Famiglia. Il Mio Idolo." and a portrait of his grandfather on his left shoulder, "Live each day as if it were your last" on his thigh, "Loyalty. Respect. Honesty." above the chain saw on his bicep, "NJ" inside his lip, "Search and Destroy" with two doves around his waist, A jack-o'-lantern on his back, A bloody tooth on his right bicep, A chain saw on his left bicep, A cobra on his right arm with "FTW" (f**k the World) above it, heart with a knife through it on his left arm, A winged Virgin Mary (also speculated to be Our Lady of Sorrows) holding a heart with five swords on his entire left arm, An anchor with "NJ" on his right bicep, A scorpion on his neck, A skull on his right hand, Black roses around his left wrist, Frankenstein monster on inside of right forearm, Japanese sun with black rose and guns on his left elbow, Skeleton Crew logo behind his ear, The Black Flag logo on his left arm, The Misfits logo on his left shin, The Pencey Prep broken heart on the inside of his wrist, The new chest tattoo that is possibly unfinished, Two guns on his lower back and there's sure to be more coming.

EYES
Frank has eyes that people always say they just get lost in. Of course, it is a cliché but frank hopes that it really is true. he loves when people compliment his eyes because they are his favorite part on his body other then his hair. frank is arrogant and says that his eyes are like, the best and anyway, who would say that? its just stupid. franks eyes are what you would call a hazel color. sort of purple and brown with some green mixed in. if you look really close to him, you can also see little flecks of gold in his eyes. Franks eyebrows are also another thing that people compliment or make fun of. girls tell him all the time that people would kill for his eyebrows. but then again. people do accuse him of getting them waxed too which is SO not true.

HAIR
Franks hair is the one thing that he loves more then his eyes and he always takes care of it. even if its so that its the way he likes it and not in the way that would keep it healthy. of course, frank uses the best shampoo and conditioner for it considering how he straightens it so much. franks hair is naturally dark brown even though he dies it black. other then that one time when it was red and white and that's also bound to happen again because it was just so awesome. franks hair isn't that long and covers one eyes, even if its starting to grow out a lot more and is almost to his shoulders. franks hair is always straight, other then when he first wakes up or when he gets out of the shower. speaking of that, franks hair always looks retarded when he first gets out of the shower, its all slicked back and silly looking. he doesn't mind though, it keeps his hair looking nice and shiny for the public.

FACE
Franks face is also another thing that people always say girls would kill for. his face is very feminine with high cheek bones and nice lips. he doesn't care much for his face even though people sometimes like to say that its heart shaped. franks teeth are always white, considering he brushes them three times a day. he cant stand to not have his teeth clean and people think he's a afraid of germs and i guess you could say that he is. people always say that frank has a wonderful smile and he's glad, because if he had a horrible smile, that would just..not be good at all. frank hates to have people make fun of him behind his back and so far, he doesn't think that any of that is going on, but he's not so sure if that might or might not happen here. frank also likes to keep his face clean and washes it in the morning and every night before bed, a guy has to look good right?

BODY SHAPE
Franks body isn't muscular but it isn't thin either, its more in the middle of both of them. i guess some people would call it toned? his muscles aren't bulging out of his arms because he just thinks that's disgusting but you can see some muscle in his arms. frank isn't really all that scrawny even though some people say that he is. his stomach is well muscled and not to think yet not to big, just in the middle and what frank would think is perfect. franks hip bones aren't sharp and neither are they not visible, just in the middle. frank doesn't have big thighs either and he's glad about that. he would hate to have big thighs and he's not a big fan of them either. his legs a skinny but they also have that small about of muscle in the thighs and in the calves. over all, frank is mostly happy about his body, even if he can hate it at times.
Celebrity PB; frank iero

History;
Growing up in New Jersey is one of the worst things for a kid sometimes. You grow up not thinking about the imaginary monsters that are under your bed but the ones that are just across the street in the cop car. You cant go to the park at night without having your parents worry for your safety and well being. The smog in the city is horrible and it just smells like dead people. But when you move away, you lean to miss it and its the only thing that you want. Frank grew up in the armpit of New Jersey. He didn't hate it but of course, he didn't love it either. It could have been a lot better then it was and it could have smelled a lot nicer but now, he does miss it. He miss's playing nicky nicky nine doors on your next door neighbor that you knew did drugs and sold them too. He missed the thrill of risking a night out on the town with some friends but he was learning to live with it now.

GROWING UP
Frank had never really grown up normal, there was always just the want to freak out because someone might jump you from an alley while you were taking a stroll down the street to go get some milk from the closest corner store. New Jersey could change people, mess them up and ruin their childhood, their lives. Frank had a perfect family, well almost perfect anyway, there was the flaw of his father who used to drink a lot but nothing ever happened with him, he never made an attempt to hurt the family while he was still living in that house, frank i mean. Frank had never once never feared his father, other then when frank got in trouble and his father punched a whole through his wall. If anything his father was the idol in his life. He played guitar in his spare time, when he wasn't selling Real Estate or trying to make more money somehow. Frank also loved his mother although she was mostly too busy for him though, being a model must have been hard work. It wasn't one of the worst things, he got used to it after a while and in a way, it did him good for what was to become of his life anyway.

TEENS

When Frank was around sixteen he found out that he was gay, he didn't know exactly what made him feel like that but girls, they just didn't turn him on and no one would catch him looking at girls, only the guys in his past school. When his friends were talking about the latest 'hot' girl Frank would play no attention, just finding that sure, the girl was pretty but there was no way he would ever want to do anything with her, not even a kiss. Frank was so scared when he found out and he had no clue what he was going to do and how he was going to tell everyone. Frank was scared that everyone was going to hate him because he liked guys. Some of the people he hung out with leaned for both genders but none of them were completely gay, like he was. Frank broke it to his friends but he just couldn't tell his family, so far no one was having a problem with it. Shortly after telling his friends Frank found a boyfriend, he fell in love with him and he was the highlight of his day. He would kill just to see that boy smile and it was the most amazing feeling to make him laugh, even at the stupidest things.

FALLING IN LOVE
It was amazing to be with him, he could just feel how much he loved him, there was almost nothing that could change that, ever. Frank wanted to be with this guy forever, no matter what it took. Frank spend his whole year taking care of that boy and making sure that he was always happy and it was the same for the other boy. Frank couldn't go anywhere with out him other then his classes and even then, the boy was the only thing that was on his mind, not the math problems they were set to do that day or the maps they were supposed to be labeling and then studying. Frank lived for that boy and he would have jumped off a cliff if he was asked too. Sometimes his friends would even get pissed at him because the boy was the only thing that he could concentrate on when he was talking with them. Frank could have gone on about that boy for days if someone let him.

THE CLICHE
When Franks parents found out that he actually liked guys and not girls, he was dumped onto the streets basically. It was a terrible time in his life, he had no where to go and nothing to support himself with. Frank had a job of course, but it wasn't enough to buy everything he and his boyfriend needed unless they got double jobs and Frank was sure that neither of them wanted that but it looked like it was the only choice for a while. Frank wasn't leaving with his boyfriend then but he tried asking and that did not work out as well as he had wanted it too. It ended horribly and Frank is scared of getting crushed like that again. When Frank was asked why he needed to move in, Frank has to tell him how he was kicked out and it had ended in a rather large fight that he did not wish to experience again. Frank had ended up single after the fight and still, he has no home.

MOVING AWAY
Frank send himself off to go and live with his aunt and she send him off to a boarding school. She thought that maybe it would help him get over the two losses that he had experienced in a week. The school had not helped Frank at all, it mostly made his life even worse and he just needed to go back home. After whining and complaining for weeks that he hated it there he got to come home. His aunt send him to the local school and he loved it for the time being. But of course, like always he had to ruin it somehow. When word got out that he was gay to the school, he was shunned basically and he couldn't do anything. He would get thrown in an alley after school and beaten up, it was horrible and once again he was sent to a boarding school. This is where he has ended up and he just prays that he can stick around this time because he is sure that he wouldn't be able to handle another move somewhere.

that is all ;]

frank, rpg

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