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well I havn't updated in a while so I guess I should now. Everyone's all upset that poeple are going off to Israel but for somereason I'm not. I mean there are a lot of people I should be missing but for some reason I don't feel anything. Is that wierd? I mean lately I havn't really been happy or sad or angry or anything else. I just kind of feel apathetic to the whole situation. I mean of course I'll miss seeing these people sometimes, I'm just not sad that they left.
I'm also starting to get kind of annoyed at depressed people. It's very hipocritical I know (because I also get depressed sometimes), but I can't help the way I feel. I just feel like people have to stop taking their lives so seriously, me included. Please don't be offended anyone (*caugh* Ams I'm not just talking to you), I don't mean it in a bad way and I know I have no right to tell people that their problems mean nothing and I'm not trying to say that everyone should be all happy go lucky because that's not possible it's just that I'm getting to tired of all the teenage melodrama and tears and depression and hurt feelings and everything else (I admit to hypocrasy again because I know that sometimes I am involved in all that drama) I just wish people should realize that in the grand scheme of things, their problems really do mean nothing and to see that when they look back on these four years of high school they'll only remember the happy experiences anyways and if they remember anything bad they'll realize that it wasn't as bad as they thought it was when they were actually involved in it. Anyways everyone I know I'm only saying this now and by tuesday I'll be all caught up in drama myself so just remember that I love you all and to be strong and face your difficulties (however insignificant they actualy are) bravely.
I'm also starting to get kind of annoyed at depressed people. It's very hipocritical I know (because I also get depressed sometimes), but I can't help the way I feel. I just feel like people have to stop taking their lives so seriously, me included. Please don't be offended anyone (*caugh* Ams I'm not just talking to you), I don't mean it in a bad way and I know I have no right to tell people that their problems mean nothing and I'm not trying to say that everyone should be all happy go lucky because that's not possible it's just that I'm getting to tired of all the teenage melodrama and tears and depression and hurt feelings and everything else (I admit to hypocrasy again because I know that sometimes I am involved in all that drama) I just wish people should realize that in the grand scheme of things, their problems really do mean nothing and to see that when they look back on these four years of high school they'll only remember the happy experiences anyways and if they remember anything bad they'll realize that it wasn't as bad as they thought it was when they were actually involved in it. Anyways everyone I know I'm only saying this now and by tuesday I'll be all caught up in drama myself so just remember that I love you all and to be strong and face your difficulties (however insignificant they actualy are) bravely.