Where the fuck is the waitress at with my drink?
I shouldn't be jealous because we're just dating, but the idea of this BEAUTIFUL girl all over him, pulling him into the bathroom, saying, "I'm curious about you" made me want to punch her in the face. Props to him-he pushed her away and said, "Stay curious." This had nothing to do with me, I'm sure, but to do with the fact that she was semi-dating his best friend. Regardless, it made me smile.
I don't get jealous much but it sure does happen. I try to deny it because I have no right. We aren't exclusive. If we were that'd be another story.
To further illustrate my non-monogamy..I'm having A TALK with another one tonight. I don't think we need to talk at this point. It's pretty much over and done. What happened? I spent all that time wanting him. We even stayed together when he moved away for 6 months. I think it began to fall apart on his last visit out here before he moved back. All I could think of the entire time was, I wish he'd leave. I was also super stressed because the day after he left I was moving and I had all this shit to do up until then. I can't believe I managed to carry on a long distance relationship. Hooray for that. Or something.
I was very much into him until I met someone else. The second I saw him I thought, I have to get to know him. Instant attraction. Lucky for me, it was mutual. And so it began.
Tonight we have THE TALK. And so it will end.
I don't get jealous much but it sure does happen. I try to deny it because I have no right. We aren't exclusive. If we were that'd be another story.
To further illustrate my non-monogamy..I'm having A TALK with another one tonight. I don't think we need to talk at this point. It's pretty much over and done. What happened? I spent all that time wanting him. We even stayed together when he moved away for 6 months. I think it began to fall apart on his last visit out here before he moved back. All I could think of the entire time was, I wish he'd leave. I was also super stressed because the day after he left I was moving and I had all this shit to do up until then. I can't believe I managed to carry on a long distance relationship. Hooray for that. Or something.
I was very much into him until I met someone else. The second I saw him I thought, I have to get to know him. Instant attraction. Lucky for me, it was mutual. And so it began.
Tonight we have THE TALK. And so it will end.