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I had a very disturbing dream that I can't shake. In it, someone told me Ben died of a heroin overdose. I went to Roger for confirmation and he said it was true. I was freaking the fuck out and I woke up extemely distressed. I know it was only a dream but it really shook me. Dreams like that make me think those things really happened, and since I have no way of getting ahold of Ben I can only assume he's still living and breathing. Last I knew he wasn't using so that's good.