You know.

[headcharge]

People do alot of things they regret, some more than others, sometimes things happen and at the time maybe it made sense but now it doesn't. You don't know why they happened, why you allowed them to happen, you don't even know what you were really thinking and so forth. I wish I could change my past for several reasons, and I can't, instead I have to avoid dwelling on occurances that could be burdens to my life as we speak, and why dwell on the past? Why dwell oh horrible "memories" you know what I mean? Sometimes, things happen for a reason, things that make no sense, but they make you who you are today and sometimes that's a very good thing. I'm sure I'm not the only one that wishes he could change his past for any reason, I know I'm not. What's even worse is if someone is mad or upset with you because of what happened years ago, when it already bothers you to begin with and it has nothing to do with the present times. However, they make it that way.

I hope this year is better than the last it's already pretty crappy, I didn't sleep good and I feel sick. Great feeling. I know I'm just rambling but you know, sometimes rambling just makes you feel better.

Happy New Year everyone, I hope you all had a wonderful and safe one.