..butterfly

[headautomatica1]

Sometimes when your not looking the most random and amazing things happen. these are the thing i love soo much. it really is true when one door closes another one opens and that is exactly what has happend for me. things didnt work out with someone but its totally cool cause hes still awesome and we are still grreeat friends. cause he knows i would kick his ass if we werent.then friday night the most random and amazing thing happend.someone who i have known for a while but never really thought about in any other way other then afriend flipped my world upside down. its really a great feeling being upside down. i was so not expecting it and not trying for anything and it just happend. we kissed all night and it was amazing he held me while i slept and kissed my forehead so sweetly and just made me feel amazing. i havent had this feeling in a sucha loooooooong time. i was scared it was just gonna be a one night drunken thing , which is why i made it very clear i will not have sex with him cause well i like him. and i dont want to ruin anything. we talked all night last night when i was at a party and he was at home i saw him at work today and tonight he is coming over with a moive and booze and im so excited. and nervous. im sucha dork. but he is too and thats the greatest part. im so very happy right now ..im giddy.

and last night even tho i didnt see him it was stillll amazing cause i got to hang out with ben adam cameron anna and fat nast. and it was the shit we went to a kegger in wakeforest and got pretty fucked up and piled into annas car like a bunch of clowns. it was reallly great to hang out with them..ben adam and i made plans thursday to hang out last night cause well we dont see enough of eachother and i miss them. so yeah it was fucking awesome we sang to cocksparr and talked about shit.

my weeekend rocked. but i misss my sassy sis and bodasious bro who neeeeds to come home and hang out with me furrreealll!!!!

thats alll...abunch of nothing so much of everything.