Your picture's in the paper being rhythmically admired
I don't have much to say here lately. I had a pretty good day today, even though I didn't go to bed until around 4:30 in the morning. Not having class until 10:00 means all sorts of nice things like you can stay up late without too many repercussions. I am going to try to get to bed earlier tonight so I don't sleep all day tomorrow, though. I'm not a big fan of sleeping all day. Well, I am, I mean, I just feel bad about it afterwards.
Had normal theater class today, normal English and normal history. I sat around and watched Daniel and (cool) Kevin play computer games for a while, and saw Chris. Guilt pangs for not answering phone! He's a clever kid though, I think he knows I'm not mad at him or anything, I'm just terribly antisocial at times. I'm getting so tired of people going "WTF! Why are you going home?!" every day when I go home. I mean, does sitting alone in a near-empty dorm room for an entire afternoon when you don't even have class the next day sound remotely fun to these people? I don't even have any work to do, for Christ's sake.
I'm torn on whether or not to give driving one more shot before winter. I don't think it would be a good idea to try to get my license when the roads are bad, but really, we do have a good couple of months before it's going to be anything to worry about. We have pretty mild winters. It's just that the last time I tried messed me up pretty bad, and now I'm a bit freaked out about it. I guess one more try couldn't hurt...? I'd just be really embarrassed if I fucked it up again. Why is it so easy for everyone else? My ultimate goal is to be driving and have a job by this summer. As long as this is accomplished I think I will feel okay about my life in general. You know, like the relative maturity of being in college and supporting myself somewhat will balance out the fact that I am obsessed with cartoons and video games and stuff. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT. You can be smart and childish at the same time, I know this to be true. I am being defensive in my own LiveJournal. There is also nothing wrong with that...? Argh.
I got bored last night and took a picture of myself; I honestly think it is the prettiest picture of me that has ever existed. I put it on MySpace, haha, because I thrive on compliments. (Ooh, first time I typed that I typed "compLIEments"... Freudian slip?) I feel like I can get horribly vain sometimes, but I honestly think those times are balanced out by the other 70% of the time, when I want to put a paper bag over my head.
Had normal theater class today, normal English and normal history. I sat around and watched Daniel and (cool) Kevin play computer games for a while, and saw Chris. Guilt pangs for not answering phone! He's a clever kid though, I think he knows I'm not mad at him or anything, I'm just terribly antisocial at times. I'm getting so tired of people going "WTF! Why are you going home?!" every day when I go home. I mean, does sitting alone in a near-empty dorm room for an entire afternoon when you don't even have class the next day sound remotely fun to these people? I don't even have any work to do, for Christ's sake.
I'm torn on whether or not to give driving one more shot before winter. I don't think it would be a good idea to try to get my license when the roads are bad, but really, we do have a good couple of months before it's going to be anything to worry about. We have pretty mild winters. It's just that the last time I tried messed me up pretty bad, and now I'm a bit freaked out about it. I guess one more try couldn't hurt...? I'd just be really embarrassed if I fucked it up again. Why is it so easy for everyone else? My ultimate goal is to be driving and have a job by this summer. As long as this is accomplished I think I will feel okay about my life in general. You know, like the relative maturity of being in college and supporting myself somewhat will balance out the fact that I am obsessed with cartoons and video games and stuff. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT. You can be smart and childish at the same time, I know this to be true. I am being defensive in my own LiveJournal. There is also nothing wrong with that...? Argh.
I got bored last night and took a picture of myself; I honestly think it is the prettiest picture of me that has ever existed. I put it on MySpace, haha, because I thrive on compliments. (Ooh, first time I typed that I typed "compLIEments"... Freudian slip?) I feel like I can get horribly vain sometimes, but I honestly think those times are balanced out by the other 70% of the time, when I want to put a paper bag over my head.