Its all down hill from here..

[head_ova_heals]

When you guys read this is may sound like I have a happy go peachy life.I mean I have a wonderful boyfriend who I love to death, and my family and friends are usually there for me. But to be honest my relationship with Bezel isnt really all its cracked up to be =0/ its like were growing closer together but falling apart, do you understand what I mean? I'm not quite to sure how to describe how I am feeling.. I haven't been all that happy this past week and Im going crazy because of it. I've been really stressed out, so many things are going through my head and the pressure Im getting off of Bezel about wanting more isnt really helping? I mean I know he loves me just about as much as I love him..but it feels like somethings missing in our relationship? Im so confused.Well Im gonna go take a nap and write some poems, maybe that will express more of what I feel? It doesn't hurt to try!

muncho Love
Kris-ti;)

Ohhhh and I have this really weird rash that makes me look like a raspberry lol =0/

4 weeks on saturday!! =0)