the last song i will ever want to sing

[head_noise]

this time i can't stop it from consuming me.
i think about that tremble and i die a thousand times inside.
how can you not remember?
how can you laugh and not cry?
or is your laughter secret cries..
how can you wrap yourself in your blanket,
and not wish it was my arms?
how can you close your eyes and not dream of me?
not dream of dreams?
but dreaming is frightening..
because it's not real.
but how can anything ever be real,
when you run?
when you close your eyes so tight,
do you wish it all away?

when you touch your lips,
do they scream out with lonliness?
when you touch your face,
do you even feel your fingertips?

it's that tremble inside..
that tremble between us.
it made me die.
i want to die a thousand times in your arms.
and i want your lips to bring me back to life.

it can start with a kiss.
your bottom lip.
and all i can remember is laying on my bed.
listening to your breathe.
and at that moment,
at that very moment..
i knew what passion was about.

it was about us.
me.
and you...

just trembling.