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At least everything is starting to go away. The sadness still comes in waves, huge waves that make me cry and choke, but they are more separated now, and in between the waves is a calming sensation, and all I can think about is how things are going to lighten up in a quickend pace. I will love Evan always, and he is oblivious to this fact because he is "emotionally detatched" in all sorts of ways that I could never begin to explain. Too many of you knew about mine and Evan's break up which made things worse, but then again made things brighter...quicker. So to those of you...I thank you and cherish you with every little fragment of me.
So what's next? I don't know. I meet a lot of people, so it shouldn't be too hard to not feel lonely all the time even thoug I have a band who cares.
ttocS?
So what's next? I don't know. I meet a lot of people, so it shouldn't be too hard to not feel lonely all the time even thoug I have a band who cares.
ttocS?