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the last few days have been odd. i just wanna be like isolated from everythign for the rest of my life. and meh. i dont kno. i just dont like it. the whole idea of life is just...eh. im not gonna kill my self and im not thinking about it. so you kno. i just wish that i wasnt ever born. and if for sum reason i did die soon i wouldnt care to much. its horrible i kno. but yea. i dont really kno what brought all this on or whats wrong. all i kno its that life seems so pointless. and yea. i want to be a little kid u kno. that is so oblivious to everythign around them. i dont wanna grow up. i have no motive to do nething nemore. i dont kno what happend. but w/e. im done now. i think im seeing sumoen this week about this. if not im goin to OC this weekend. and since no one is there in winter itll give me time to think.
.birdy.
.birdy.