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[he_killed_her]

ever feel like you want to be something else
something thats perfection in every way
something that youd honestly die to be
something thats fucked and comletely fucking horrid
and terrifyingly beautiful
but just cant be

everyone has thier own little opinion on you
and expects you to be who you've been your whole life
and i despise everyone for it

i can garentee that even the one person
i thought knew me more than ever
wouldnt even be able to understand

i want so much more than what i have
so much different

and i have a feeling
that im never really going to get it.