shit. update. life blows.
i took my septum piercing out today.
then i put it back in.
then i took it out again.
i'm almost done with cosmetology school.
june 6th i'm done! then i can start work. i can't wait any longer... being around the same people so often is driving us all crazy. drama.
yeah i don't know if i said i wasn't getting it, but andrew is giving me the job in the elmwood shop! it's going to be an awesome first place to work i think. he said he'd teach me everything :) downtown = money! cooper and i are planning to move down the street from there-ish. i think that's still on anyway. he can be sketchy about it.
2 guys in a row with the same excuse. i'm falling for you so let's stop this before someone gets hurt. what?! i'm sorry since when is starting to fall for each other a bad thing? i thought that's what was supposed to happen? someone please alert me to any change in the rationality of that situation. i always seem to pick the wrong guys. and the ones who pick me are too lay-down-over-a-puddle-so-you-don't-have-to-get-your-feet-wet nice and i hate it. i want someone who stands up for himself and has opinions and will let me be my own person. i want someone who doesn't want to be my appendage. i want someone to respect me who i can respect. someone who doesn't make excuses but is just raw honesty. someone who is adventurous and likes getting to the root of things. likes talking for hours and silence. who likes to give you space but can't keep his hands off you when you're alone. someone who just smiles when he looks at you. someone who knows i'm worth it.
he doesn't exist.
so i guess i'm just pretty much fucked.
i'm a red head now. i colored it saturday and i'm in love with it. i look really irish. and i think red hair fits my personality better than blonde. i'm fiesty.
then i put it back in.
then i took it out again.
i'm almost done with cosmetology school.
june 6th i'm done! then i can start work. i can't wait any longer... being around the same people so often is driving us all crazy. drama.
yeah i don't know if i said i wasn't getting it, but andrew is giving me the job in the elmwood shop! it's going to be an awesome first place to work i think. he said he'd teach me everything :) downtown = money! cooper and i are planning to move down the street from there-ish. i think that's still on anyway. he can be sketchy about it.
2 guys in a row with the same excuse. i'm falling for you so let's stop this before someone gets hurt. what?! i'm sorry since when is starting to fall for each other a bad thing? i thought that's what was supposed to happen? someone please alert me to any change in the rationality of that situation. i always seem to pick the wrong guys. and the ones who pick me are too lay-down-over-a-puddle-so-you-don't-have-to-get-your-feet-wet nice and i hate it. i want someone who stands up for himself and has opinions and will let me be my own person. i want someone who doesn't want to be my appendage. i want someone to respect me who i can respect. someone who doesn't make excuses but is just raw honesty. someone who is adventurous and likes getting to the root of things. likes talking for hours and silence. who likes to give you space but can't keep his hands off you when you're alone. someone who just smiles when he looks at you. someone who knows i'm worth it.
he doesn't exist.
so i guess i'm just pretty much fucked.
i'm a red head now. i colored it saturday and i'm in love with it. i look really irish. and i think red hair fits my personality better than blonde. i'm fiesty.