Jun 22, 2004 21:42
Ahhhhhhhh...*~**~*~*~*
I'm so happy..... **~*~
Oh my gushgushgush .. . . . Will's so sweet!!
I'll update this journal .. so ehh.. read it daily I guess hehe.. *~*~* Ok.. well.. *
ahhh ** I'm so happy.. seriously.. Every time I "say" I'm happy, I'm never truly happy deep inside.. I just put on an act, because I never had any real feelings return.. and I just figured that I wasn't worth it. But he makes me feel like I'm important. Oh my gosh.. I just..can't believe it.. he acts like >He's< lucky to be with me and that he's not good enough for me. I told him exaaaaaaactly other wise ohhh my gosh!! He is just-- MORE than perfect!! How could he notttt be good enough for me?? Dang! I'mmmmmm lucky to be with him!!!!!!
Awwh it's just.. I can't believe how amazing he is.. He told me things like my eyes were beautiful.. and I--well, I'm not going to say because you just have to read the link. He just keeps calling me and it is soooo sweet*!*!*! He told me he loved me too.. *sigh*... I did things I REALLLLLY would usually never be able to do or say to any guy ..~*~* He makes me feel so *ABOVE complete* like.. AmAZiNG!! He's so awesome awesome awesome ahhhhhhh!*!*!*!*!* He really brings out another side of me. .. I've NEVER felt this way before.. I'm so happy I can't even describe the words. I haven't been this happy in--forever. No--EVER!*!*! AhhH!*!* When I don't talk to him for a while, it feels like my heart goes in my stomach.. but then as soon as he calls me everything's better... *sighsighsighsighsighsighsigh* And my heart is where it should be-- EXACTLY where it should be.. and it makes me feel like it never really has been in the right place.. But now he's changed that.. Oh my gosh I am so happy.
I was really tired of waiting on Phillip.. and besides.. . ... .He broke my heart twice.. and I wouldn't want to go through that again.. I mean..... We can't even talllk Allissa. :( And seriously now, Mitchell's a buddy. He knows about Will, too. I know that I have said that guys were "perfect", but that's just because it was a big crush and I was ignorant and denied that they had any flaws. But they did.... The biggest one of all is that they didn't like me or couldn't care for me.. But Will *ssigh******** He really is perfect for me.. He's just so romantic & calm & sweet & just.. everything and more I could've EVVVERRRRRR imagined.. It's like something out of a storybook.. It's that dreamy and incredible to me.. I can't believe this is happening to me.. I love him so much!!
Well..Bye'z! luvluvluv!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
I love WiLL hhehehehehe*!**!!*
<3<3<3<3<3
*Brie*
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