Words couldn't begin to tell you, but I'll try.

[he1lokit7y]

Last night was the worst night i have had in a long time. I really can't remeber much of it at all except feeling completely dazed...I can't and don't want to remeber all that I took. but I know it knocked me out for the night...well I remeber getting up a few times to crawl to the fridge and grab somthing else...but I think I was hollusinating...I kept seeing Alex & Billy I was dreaming I guess. Well I got sick all over my house and I have to clean up my room it's bad. I feel so lonley I am shit!! In life when you spend each day don't you look forward to somthing/someone? And everday that hope keeps you going, what the hell is it called when you have nothing. My mom keeps bringing boxes in the house for moving...pfff. I woke up like 3 times last night once at about 4 am than two more times after that...it's unclear but I regret it. My mom came in today at like 8 am to ask me what happened she believed everything that I lied probly just cause I told her I loved her and went back to sleep, hah.

P.S.

© Kati Keane I love you, and I got your post card and it made me smile so big!!! Your the sweetest thing. I hope your having fun in FL gettin tan with all the princesses...oh I envy you. Give Mickey a hug for me I haven't seen him since I was like 8 lol. That post card is so cute your right I do love it!! Those are hawt gals man.


well earlier that night I had gone to Ben's and came home and attempted to clean and took pictures because I was bored...




pfffff...shoot me
I'm gonna go take a long nap now.