the fiction we live.
your hands on me
pressing hard against my jeans
but you didn't care to know..
i want a lover i don't have to love
who's too sad to give a fuck
i want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
where's the kid with the chemicals
and you write such pretty words
but lifes no story book
love is an excuse to get hurt,
now lover...tell me do you like to hurt.
last night was a good time and so was today...today i went lots of places...but than i went downtown tonight
and it was goood. we had a lot of fun it was like old times again. and looking at the lights made me think of these random
things that make me angry (lights? i dont know where i got that)
Rant #1)
why do people want what they can't have until they have it and it's like yesterdays news?
Rant #2)
why does my mom get everything she wants and always manages to blame me and complain about somthing!!
Rant #3)
umm idk i'm done i just think three is a good number.
okay so last night i got alot of cool pictures with alyssa but i have to wait till she comes online to send them all to me so i can put them in here cause there really fun =). i saw lots and lots of people
last night, i finaly saw nicky again. than last night alyssa and i got chinese and it was good, than had modeling time, that
was also good. than we just stayed up most of the night eating chinese...and like nine am today she woke me up cleaning her freaking
room lol. so we walked to get cofee and breakfast and had her mom pick us up cause we're tired and lazy...and her damn printer wont work so we
] went to walgreens and made prints. than i had gymnastics but when i got home i got ready and we went dress shopping...i didnt see anything but a black and white dress i kinda of liked but nothign was really
that great i guess but she got two really awesome ones and i'm jealous lol. than i came home and got ready again to go downtown and thats my favorite place in this lame state... lots of people came we were
at this resturant opening and everythign was free!! it was so good and i wasnt hungry at all and that was gay. than just drivng around randomly...saturday night =). i'll put those pictures
in when they come. now i'm really lonley...i wanna talk
on the phone with someone who never calls anymore and
i'm sad. but who cares? he doesn't.
bonding time with kayla now i sopose.
later-
