as time goes by
i've met the man i'm going to marry, provided this argument that we're somewhat in the middle of is fixed and the problem is solved. he's absolutely wonderful and i can't believe i've found someone that could possibly be this good to me. i care about him more than anyone else in the world. i don't know what i'd do without him.
the argument phase is over-rated and i don't feel like talking about it anymore, i just wish i had gotten some sleep last night. we stopped arguing at 3 in the morning...i still haven't gotten sleep, i didn't go to zero period, i feel kinda numb. i bit the shit out of my thumbs and cuticles, my nerves are shot, and all i want to do is curl up and die for a little while. i want to be in my bed, at home, with him right beside me. god this is a cheezy update. like anybody wants to know...please. i just want things to be ok.
the argument phase is over-rated and i don't feel like talking about it anymore, i just wish i had gotten some sleep last night. we stopped arguing at 3 in the morning...i still haven't gotten sleep, i didn't go to zero period, i feel kinda numb. i bit the shit out of my thumbs and cuticles, my nerves are shot, and all i want to do is curl up and die for a little while. i want to be in my bed, at home, with him right beside me. god this is a cheezy update. like anybody wants to know...please. i just want things to be ok.