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sometimes i can't believe what i start to think in my head...like how someone could possibly be attracted to me. that doesn't happen to me. people aren't attracted to me. it just doesn't work that way...it doesn't seem to be the way the world works for me.
this week has actually been good, aside from the whole self esteem issue thing i'm currently going through...
let's start with tuesday since i got home tuesday...
TUESDAY EVENING: ok. so i got home around 830 and went to the diner around 9. corry, billy, zakh, anthony, me, and john. was a good evening, then i came home around 1130 and stayed up to watch cowboy bebop.
WEDNESDAY: mall with zakh. saw frankie there. he bought us some blacks. then zakh brought me home. a little while later zakh came over for a little while and kelly came over too, we were chilling outside when corry calls because we were supposed to hang out that night. i tell him to pick me up at 8 but everyone was still there so we didn't leave till around 830. we went to little c's and he bought some pizza. then we went to the park and he ate his food while we talked. it was really fun. i enjoy spending time with him. then he brought me home around 10 and i stayed up to watch cowboy bebop.
THURSDAY: thursday i didn't really do much, corry came over and we talked for a while and then zakh came to get me for the diner while corry was still there. so we all left for the diner. diner crew this night was me, leen. zakh, kelly, and sam horvat. we had a damn good time. then i came home and stayed up to watch cowboy bebop.
FRIDAY: friday i sat around the house all day because i was supposed to go with mom to susan's house but never ended up going. me mom and kelly went to the riverview and sat on the deck for a while. saw bill and ben working. then i came home and corry came over for about an hour.
SATURDAY: saturday was awesome. during the day i went to nana's and baked a cake with my cousins. then i got a shower around 7 and came home around 730. zakh picked me up to go to the diner to celebrate david's return to pennsville from governor's school (it's only for the weekend). the crew was me, zakh, leen, sam, david, cat, and chris hope. then after we were done at the diner, david and me went to my house to get "signs" to watch with everyone...then we went to zakh's aunt's house and watched most of the movie. i got a wicked stomach ache and fell asleep on the couch for about a half hour. then chris brought me home a little after midnight. i proceeded to stay up to watch cowboy bebop.
SUNDAY (TODAY): today i'm going to watch fireworks tonight in wilmington. aside from that i've got no clue what i'm doing.
I'M A COWBOY BEBOP ADDICT
this week has actually been good, aside from the whole self esteem issue thing i'm currently going through...
let's start with tuesday since i got home tuesday...
TUESDAY EVENING: ok. so i got home around 830 and went to the diner around 9. corry, billy, zakh, anthony, me, and john. was a good evening, then i came home around 1130 and stayed up to watch cowboy bebop.
WEDNESDAY: mall with zakh. saw frankie there. he bought us some blacks. then zakh brought me home. a little while later zakh came over for a little while and kelly came over too, we were chilling outside when corry calls because we were supposed to hang out that night. i tell him to pick me up at 8 but everyone was still there so we didn't leave till around 830. we went to little c's and he bought some pizza. then we went to the park and he ate his food while we talked. it was really fun. i enjoy spending time with him. then he brought me home around 10 and i stayed up to watch cowboy bebop.
THURSDAY: thursday i didn't really do much, corry came over and we talked for a while and then zakh came to get me for the diner while corry was still there. so we all left for the diner. diner crew this night was me, leen. zakh, kelly, and sam horvat. we had a damn good time. then i came home and stayed up to watch cowboy bebop.
FRIDAY: friday i sat around the house all day because i was supposed to go with mom to susan's house but never ended up going. me mom and kelly went to the riverview and sat on the deck for a while. saw bill and ben working. then i came home and corry came over for about an hour.
SATURDAY: saturday was awesome. during the day i went to nana's and baked a cake with my cousins. then i got a shower around 7 and came home around 730. zakh picked me up to go to the diner to celebrate david's return to pennsville from governor's school (it's only for the weekend). the crew was me, zakh, leen, sam, david, cat, and chris hope. then after we were done at the diner, david and me went to my house to get "signs" to watch with everyone...then we went to zakh's aunt's house and watched most of the movie. i got a wicked stomach ache and fell asleep on the couch for about a half hour. then chris brought me home a little after midnight. i proceeded to stay up to watch cowboy bebop.
SUNDAY (TODAY): today i'm going to watch fireworks tonight in wilmington. aside from that i've got no clue what i'm doing.
I'M A COWBOY BEBOP ADDICT