blinks of thought
GOOD AFTERNOON FOLKS.
this is my first time on this, so..umm...yea so much for an introduction.
last night was a good time *BIG SMILE*. i definitely don't get to see anna and lilly enough, and hannah i rarely see, so that was a nice surprise!! mann it had been awhile...but we had some good times eh anna? haha. ohhh my... "well if you want to take it from where i was born, then we'll have to go to a pile of rubble!" hahaha.
these guys.. i can be completely comfortable with them and i don't think we've ever had a boring moment. haha we worry so much about being boring and being bored - personally, i feel that i've disappointed life when i'm bored because doesn't it mean that i've retreated so far into myself that i deny interests outside of myself, that i feel myself above the world and others, as if i require greater stimulation than this life can give me? life isn't boring, its only the self. and then are we truly bored, or do we simply consider ourselves bored based on society's influence - that since we aren't out on a friday night, or occupying ourselves in certain manners, that we must be bored.
hmm this is not starting to be a very strong entry is it? especially for a first one. blabbing on and i'm sure you're all rolling your eyes thinking i'm trying to be profound and establish myself as such. haha but no just thoughts running through the head to fast to really be explained articulately, and really, i'm sure that they actually don't have much to them.
i have oodles of work to tackle - damn IB diploma. haha actually, i'm just mad at myself for being such a procastinator.
i should go do all the papers and labs and assignments and studies that await me - oh joy, oh bliss! :P.
so long for now!
- maddy
p.s. i finally feel safe in my *love*....strange feelings, but oh so....right? true simplicity really.
this is my first time on this, so..umm...yea so much for an introduction.
last night was a good time *BIG SMILE*. i definitely don't get to see anna and lilly enough, and hannah i rarely see, so that was a nice surprise!! mann it had been awhile...but we had some good times eh anna? haha. ohhh my... "well if you want to take it from where i was born, then we'll have to go to a pile of rubble!" hahaha.
these guys.. i can be completely comfortable with them and i don't think we've ever had a boring moment. haha we worry so much about being boring and being bored - personally, i feel that i've disappointed life when i'm bored because doesn't it mean that i've retreated so far into myself that i deny interests outside of myself, that i feel myself above the world and others, as if i require greater stimulation than this life can give me? life isn't boring, its only the self. and then are we truly bored, or do we simply consider ourselves bored based on society's influence - that since we aren't out on a friday night, or occupying ourselves in certain manners, that we must be bored.
hmm this is not starting to be a very strong entry is it? especially for a first one. blabbing on and i'm sure you're all rolling your eyes thinking i'm trying to be profound and establish myself as such. haha but no just thoughts running through the head to fast to really be explained articulately, and really, i'm sure that they actually don't have much to them.
i have oodles of work to tackle - damn IB diploma. haha actually, i'm just mad at myself for being such a procastinator.
i should go do all the papers and labs and assignments and studies that await me - oh joy, oh bliss! :P.
so long for now!
- maddy
p.s. i finally feel safe in my *love*....strange feelings, but oh so....right? true simplicity really.