Coffee first, then your mundane bullshit.

Jan 11, 2010 22:23

My GOD Ive been groggy today. I hadnt taken my night meds in so long that when I took them last night they hit me with the one-two punch. I felt hungover and it reminded me how lame drinking is. I also was so frustratex I thought about jow much Id like a bump of coc. Which pissed me off. I hate that I wont "waste my time" going to therapy or a psych for my PTSD and rely on meds to sleep bc tranquilizers depress me overall. Soooo... :-/ Im a moron.

In other news:

Monica asked if she could come hang out tonight. Which is odd kn a weekday. She got here and pulled a nice box out of her pocket. I was like "UHHhhh...du...uhhhhh wtf is this?!" i literLly said jn a bitchy tone "What the hell is this?" and she said "Well I bought you cuff links for your work shirts". I was excited bc my sleeves tend to be long bc I wear boy dress shirts. I open it and its a big ass diamond ring. I said:" What the fuck is this for?" "This isnt an engagement ring is it?" then reLized I probably sounded like a bitch, but I didnt know wtf was going on bc I just told her yesterday when she asked me to come over and "dick her down" we werent getting back together. She said she understood and just missed my royal sexual treatment. So I went and broke her in half and came back to my apt. So I was extremely confused. She stressed that she has been thinking about how much I do for her and mean to her, blah blah after the fact too late blah, and wanted to get me a token of her appreciation. She said I could wear it on my right hand. I will accept it IF she paid under 300 bucks for it. I cannot accept it if she spent more. Im flattered, but Id rather her have treated me as I deserved to be treated and shown me appreciation when it mattered most. Sure, most dykes dont "roll like I do" when it comea tk showing someone theyre appreciated, but TRYING is half the battle... Lazy unimaginative bitches.

Also, I have been hit on and asked out more this week than in a long time. I feel good about it. I feel like Im kn the vurge of meeting someone worthy and on the same page as me. Its exciting.

Ive been looking into getting a single speed road bike to commute with. Im so short that its hard to find one my size. If UCD will ever fucking get back to me Ill also be commuing to school. My lease here is up in August and Im most likely moving downtown, hopefully above Ross by my boss at CW or above Sbux. The mgr. Comes in daily and is super nice. She said theyre 711. Apts above Ross are around 625+.

Im ready to be back in school and use their gym. Bah! Anyway, Im tired and have a lot to think about. Some ppl call me unstable or spuratic, I call them boring and mundane. Im adaptable, vivacious, living my life instead of just taking up space.
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