Feb 28, 2009 19:21
Whoa. Such is life. It's been 2 weeks since I've updated and what a 2 weeks its been.
Training has been keeping me physically and mentally busy. It is draining and rewarding. But man, sometimes it is just exhausting. It's going ok. It would be going better if I found more time to practice my teach backs.
I had a wonderful date Wednesday night. It was exactly what I needed. One night accomplished so many things. I forget what it's like to get out of the apartment and have a spontaneous night sometimes.
So...I was hoping to make the final "Yes, I'm moving back to Michigan" decision at the end of March, but looks like I'll have to make it in about a week. I bought myself time from my land lord today but I don't think it'll last for long. It's just.... HUGE possibilities still exist in Chicago. It's just .... I am just getting started w/ this second job. It's just ..... I am having fun dating right now. It's just ..... I love my family but do I really want to live with them again? So taking this awesome job there means so many things.... and I just want to have my cake and eat it too.
Ok, must do homework for tonight. And while I get a weekend next weekend for the first time in a while, I will be attending to my family coming home from Mexico/Texas on Saturday. Oye. I wish I just had a full time job and a weekend with nothing planned so I could chillax and watch movies.