positive energy

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first day back to school after vacation! i decided that im going back with a clean slate. im going to improve my grades, my health, and my over all well being. i decided over vacation that i honestly don't like him anymore than a friend because honestly not being able to get intouch with him for two weeks didn't bother me one bit. i also decided that im gonna work out at the gym everyday with paige until we look amazingly awsome. we went today and it felt great. doing cardio for a half hour really gives you time to think and just relax. it's so rejuvenating. i absolutely love it. i also have been bringing my grades up in school. mr. pando is handing out research paper grades this week im extrememly nervous because this is my first year in an honors english and the whole research paper concept is new to me unlike the rest of the students in my class.

im not going to be so negative and depressing. i just need to turn everything into a positive. it will make life so much easier to live. im just going to give in and do what ever my mom needs me to do around the house. her negative energy has been my downfall and the only way to prevent it is to just care to her needs so i will.

i guess i should go because i had a long day and an even long one ahead of me.