Jun 09, 2004 20:04
i was just thinking of how stupid everything was and still is between me and a friend of mine. im kinda gettting tired of this but like i dont wanna give in and make it seem like its all my fault we deffinately share the blame. i was talking to someone about it. he said to just call and tell him the deal. i want to but i dont. i feel like im too far into something else. well lets see what happens. and then make calls. i got up untill july 11th to make the call. and then well see. i felt more at home there. but if i go back will it be the same!?!?!?!? i dont know its been eating at me for a while now.
* on a more schedualed note today was fine. school went fine. afterschool was totally fun. haha me and jack made some fun times with allie. oh yeah fun fun fun. ok so now its time to go to brooklyn and see the sis.
i love allie soooo much
<3<3<3<3
~later