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so I just got back from the party, which was definatly a good time. I think being invited to a party where you don't know the person who actually lives in the house puts you on some kind of cool list.
It was what I had expected, Joey in a vampire costume and all the nerds of the school enjoying eachothers company in the presence of much chocolate and fire. hehe. And much Lemonic Fanta imported from Holland.
When I walked up the steps in the back yard there were candles lit everywhere, floating in the pool even. And Michael was there...so I guess it was cool getting to talk to him again. He was dressed as Tartuffe because that is Michael for you.
We congregated downstairs after an hour or two and watched "Interview With a Vampire". It was good, a little scary and disturbing, but definatly a good pick for a Halloween party.
Oh, and I ate cake. I decided that at this point in my life maybe veganism wasn't the most important thing to me. Although right now my stomache hurts a little. But I'm still not drinking milk or eating eggs plain. And I'm still making delicious vegan cookies. I just don't know really. I think...well I'll just do what I want because I don't have to define myself to any specific thing if I don't want to.
Today was a good day I think, all in all.
We did a "lab" outside in APES. It was gorgeous weather. So I walked Chopper after school. And when I was lying down with him in the grass I couldn't imagine anyone of the opposite sex that I would rather be lying in the grass with. Actually, I just couldn't picture myself lying in that grass with any boy I know.
In the Beatles song "Elinor Rigby" the line goes "All the lonely people, where do they all come from?"
And I asked myself why there are so many "lonely people." I wonder whether people's loneliness is of their own doing or if it really can be blamed on others. I know most of the time when I am alone, I am not lonely. Maybe if everyone just didn't FEEL lonely, there wouldn't be so many lonely people for the Beatles to worry about.
I want to apologize to everyone about my being so MIA this week, specifically to Shauna, because I haven't gotten in touch with her. Hi Shauna!
I'm sure I'll be working a bloody shift on Sunday. eeh. bitches!!!
It seems like it is getting late but I don't really want to go to my room and I'm not really sleepy. I wonder when I will take my next shower...
I'm planning some serious Calculus study on Sunday. I don't like leaving the calculus until sunday, but I really have no choice! Tomorrow morning is Econ work and college apps...etc. then work. then kacie! YAY! and maybe a little late night party with the two Debbie's in my neighborhood? Debbie W. is planning to get Debbie Z. "really messed up." I might need to go over there at 1am tomorrow and check up on her...heh. Supervise. Because I'd have to drive myself home, so no drinks for me.
So, it'll be interesting to see how early I can possibly roll myself out of bed in the morning. Night night to all. and Love and Kisses.
It was what I had expected, Joey in a vampire costume and all the nerds of the school enjoying eachothers company in the presence of much chocolate and fire. hehe. And much Lemonic Fanta imported from Holland.
When I walked up the steps in the back yard there were candles lit everywhere, floating in the pool even. And Michael was there...so I guess it was cool getting to talk to him again. He was dressed as Tartuffe because that is Michael for you.
We congregated downstairs after an hour or two and watched "Interview With a Vampire". It was good, a little scary and disturbing, but definatly a good pick for a Halloween party.
Oh, and I ate cake. I decided that at this point in my life maybe veganism wasn't the most important thing to me. Although right now my stomache hurts a little. But I'm still not drinking milk or eating eggs plain. And I'm still making delicious vegan cookies. I just don't know really. I think...well I'll just do what I want because I don't have to define myself to any specific thing if I don't want to.
Today was a good day I think, all in all.
We did a "lab" outside in APES. It was gorgeous weather. So I walked Chopper after school. And when I was lying down with him in the grass I couldn't imagine anyone of the opposite sex that I would rather be lying in the grass with. Actually, I just couldn't picture myself lying in that grass with any boy I know.
In the Beatles song "Elinor Rigby" the line goes "All the lonely people, where do they all come from?"
And I asked myself why there are so many "lonely people." I wonder whether people's loneliness is of their own doing or if it really can be blamed on others. I know most of the time when I am alone, I am not lonely. Maybe if everyone just didn't FEEL lonely, there wouldn't be so many lonely people for the Beatles to worry about.
I want to apologize to everyone about my being so MIA this week, specifically to Shauna, because I haven't gotten in touch with her. Hi Shauna!
I'm sure I'll be working a bloody shift on Sunday. eeh. bitches!!!
It seems like it is getting late but I don't really want to go to my room and I'm not really sleepy. I wonder when I will take my next shower...
I'm planning some serious Calculus study on Sunday. I don't like leaving the calculus until sunday, but I really have no choice! Tomorrow morning is Econ work and college apps...etc. then work. then kacie! YAY! and maybe a little late night party with the two Debbie's in my neighborhood? Debbie W. is planning to get Debbie Z. "really messed up." I might need to go over there at 1am tomorrow and check up on her...heh. Supervise. Because I'd have to drive myself home, so no drinks for me.
So, it'll be interesting to see how early I can possibly roll myself out of bed in the morning. Night night to all. and Love and Kisses.