if you're wondering
if youre wondering about my previous entry. a lot has happened lately. im so sorry for the things i did. and for everyone i hurt. honestly i don't regret some of the actions i took, others i do, but they helped me to grow. who i am today, isn't who i was a few weeks ago. bare with me. i wish i could escape, but that never works. it just traps the emotions inside of me, to be dealt with later. later has become now. now i am being forced to deal with everything i avioded. not just on the inside, but the outside too. the time is now. to overcome the bad, to make decisions, set goals and chase dreams. i had myself fooled. i told myself that was what i was doing before, and i think i somewhat was. but cutting corners doesn't work in the end, because, you have to go back and fix all of them. the half truths don't have anyone fooled anymore, not even me. some of the best things in my life have left, and i used them as an excuse to fall apart. like i said: bare with me, while i pick up the pieces. i love you all.