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okay my last entry was misinterpreted i think. me and chris aren't together, and never will be. just friends. and i miss him. anyway. while we're on the subject of missing people. i ruined h.i.s life. i broke h.i.s heart. and all i want is h.i.m back. like i've said before you never know how great what you have is, until i.t's gone. now i.t's gone. maybe forever. and i want i.t back. i want back the stupid arguements. the silly wakeup calls. the crazy looks. the cuddling. the two day old chinese food that makes me sick. the tickle sessions. mainly i just miss y.o.u. when you loved me. and i undeniablely loved y.o.u. it was something i knew all along, but could never say. i'm not sure why. maybe it was a pride thing. maybe i was scared. i don't know. but i love y.o.u very much. after all the mistakes i've made. and all the things i've said. i still love y.o.u.