i hate the world right now.
i wrote one entry in here and deleted it somehow,
then went back and wrote another and deleted that one...i give up.
so heres something.
i got my blood test back, and i just don't want to talk about that on here.
nothing has been going right at home.
ever since me and andrew broke up, me and my parents fight constantly about everything.
im obviously growing up in life, being mature ...realizeing and facing some challenges
and my parents are holding me back in everything.
im just fed up with everyones bullshit.
im fed up with myself in general.
im sick of trying my hardest to do good...
whether its in lacrosse or in school, and never being good enough.
im sick of falling in love
and getting my heart broken every time.
i feel like im complaining about eveything and im never truly happy,
and thats not me.
i need to move on, and get over things
and then only person who can help me do that
is myself
and im not doing a very good job.