soooooooooooo
my life = horrible......but then i have some brilliant idea and it just gets shot to hell.............................what a wonderful fucking christmas this turns out to be!!!!!!!!!! i almost left the only person in the world that i can confide in. but i had very good reason to. but i didn't and i thought of a good idea......or at least it was a good idea at the time and i told him and he shot me down............if only i were a few years older....then maybe he would have said yes.