Oct 16, 2007 13:58
the story of my life...
after being so afraid to be in a relationship for 2+ years and being tossed around and disappointed by the men in my life...i finally get up the nerve and put myself out there. and of course i get hurt. as always. not to mention that i fucked up my chances with someone else over it. i guess im just not ment to have some one. it hurts so bad. i was so proud of myself and so happy to finally get past that part of my life. and now im back where i started.
im done. i cant do it any more. i cant take this pain anymore.