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i dont even know what to do.
how much worse will it get before i stop it.
i know that karma is a bitch and what goes around comes around. i get that. i am a firm believer in it. i know that i pulled a LOT of bullshit when it came to guys...namely ryan...in my day, but it has to have evened out by now. all the shit ive been through. what the hell.
great day at the beach. go to his house. order tix for the movie. then she calls. "why is she calling?" dont pretend like i didnt see you talking to her the other night. im not dumb. she invites you over, you tell her you're not busy. hang up, tell me you're going to see her. that youll pick me up at 830 and pick me up for the movie. i go home. dont call me. dont pick me up. i hate you. i love her. we're friends. i hate her.
i give up.
how much worse will it get before i stop it.
i know that karma is a bitch and what goes around comes around. i get that. i am a firm believer in it. i know that i pulled a LOT of bullshit when it came to guys...namely ryan...in my day, but it has to have evened out by now. all the shit ive been through. what the hell.
great day at the beach. go to his house. order tix for the movie. then she calls. "why is she calling?" dont pretend like i didnt see you talking to her the other night. im not dumb. she invites you over, you tell her you're not busy. hang up, tell me you're going to see her. that youll pick me up at 830 and pick me up for the movie. i go home. dont call me. dont pick me up. i hate you. i love her. we're friends. i hate her.
i give up.