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i just want to find a guy who wants more than to just get in my pants. is that really so much to ask. i know what is said about me. trust me i know. im not an idiot and i dont pretend to be oblivious to whats said and done around me. but seriously, is it really such a shock that i want some one to actually have a relationship with outside of their bedroom. i get that im tainted goods, but i wish there was someone out there that could see past that. maybe someday...*sigh*
haven't been up to much of anything lately. just SEARCHING for a job. anybody know of ANYTHING? and i mean ANYTHING. or anybody who needs a babysitter. I will do anything to earn acouple bucks.
Been hanging out with Sarah and Mike alot lately. I missed my loverpants. Don't have anyone like her at school. Wish something would happen with Mike, one way or the other. I just wish it were clear what was going on. Relationship? Or just friends? I just want to know. It will be easier if i know, either way.
Wish I could see the ketchup a little more, but she's busy with work (which is understandable) and it's hard when I have no gas money and she has no car. I'm just glad she's ok, and that I get to see her at all. It's good to be home. She's definately one of a kind and I love that about her.
Kinda stoked about camp this summer. Just hope it runs a tad more smoothly than last summer. But also kind of nervous about my new gig there. Don't know what to expect, but don't want to get my hopes up. Oh well i guess. But I still wish I could have a summer fling LoL. Big plans too. Gotta celebrate the way we did last year, no better way to start the summer than outsmarting the Merrimack PD, right??
Not too much else going on. Finally cut my hair. Literally at spur of the moment. I figured it was a sign that it needed to be done, and now I love it and am so glad I took the chance. Got a new windshield for my car. And an oil change. That's about it.
<3 50 yard line.