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im disgusted with myself.
my head hasnt been in anything ive done in the past week.
im lazy.
im out of shape.
i wish i could go back to being that intensely crazy motherfucker that no one understood but everyone knew everything i did i did all the way.
im tired of being the butt of every joke, field hockey related or otherwise.
im tired of not being taken seriously.
im tired of drama.
im disgusted with myself.
my head hasnt been in anything ive done in the past week.
im lazy.
im out of shape.
i wish i could go back to being that intensely crazy motherfucker that no one understood but everyone knew everything i did i did all the way.
im tired of being the butt of every joke, field hockey related or otherwise.
im tired of not being taken seriously.
im tired of drama.
im disgusted with myself.