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1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will
2) Don't say who they are.
1. I would seriously consider spending another night with you.
2. you're a pathological liar and you make shit up on a regular basis, but the sad fact, you SUCK at lying so everyone always sees through you. i wish you would grow up, let your balls drop and grow a few inches. because maybe then, you'll mature and people will actually respect you, believe you, and take you seriously.
3. i cant believe the bullshit you have caused in the last year. im so glad that i became friends with you, even if it led to some of the worst moments of my life simply because i became friends with someone i could never live without now. you are responsible for some of the most ridiculous events and temper tantrums that i have ever seen. and its horrible to think that you are suposed to be a role model. i think you fucked up this time. and i think you are way to into yourself. and i never said that i was GOING to try to kill you. i said i had wanted to kill you, and you know its just a figure of speech because you printed a lie to someone important to me and then tried to deny it to my face, when i had evidence...dont fuck with me.
4. you were the best i ever had. and i miss it.
5. you're still a virgin. and no one likes you. i laughed really hard when you got kicked out.
6. you mean the absolute world to me. i have no idea how i would have made it through the last year and a half with out you. you are my sister. you are my best friend. i could never replace you, and even though we dont see each other everyday anymore, i know that no matter how far we are from each other, nothing will ever change. you are my lifeline.
7. i hate when you rub it in my face. i know you did it. but so did i. more than you. hah. merry xmas to me.
8. i hate you for doing this to me. i hate you for making me feel so vulnerable. i hate you for taking my dignity. i hate you for being stronger than me. i hate you for being able to hurt me emotionally and physically. i wish that i could have punched you or fought back more. you don't deserve to go any where but to prison and later jail. i hate that you made me feel worthless and dirty. i hate that you helped make me the slut i am today. i hate that you made me flinch whenever even the person i loved touched me. but i do thank you for helping me have the best season of my life.
9. i cant believe that losing him was worse on me than on you. i cant believe your indifference. but im always here for you, and even tho youre a brat, you will always be family.
10. being with you is sooooo wrong, but it feels sooo good.
2) Don't say who they are.
1. I would seriously consider spending another night with you.
2. you're a pathological liar and you make shit up on a regular basis, but the sad fact, you SUCK at lying so everyone always sees through you. i wish you would grow up, let your balls drop and grow a few inches. because maybe then, you'll mature and people will actually respect you, believe you, and take you seriously.
3. i cant believe the bullshit you have caused in the last year. im so glad that i became friends with you, even if it led to some of the worst moments of my life simply because i became friends with someone i could never live without now. you are responsible for some of the most ridiculous events and temper tantrums that i have ever seen. and its horrible to think that you are suposed to be a role model. i think you fucked up this time. and i think you are way to into yourself. and i never said that i was GOING to try to kill you. i said i had wanted to kill you, and you know its just a figure of speech because you printed a lie to someone important to me and then tried to deny it to my face, when i had evidence...dont fuck with me.
4. you were the best i ever had. and i miss it.
5. you're still a virgin. and no one likes you. i laughed really hard when you got kicked out.
6. you mean the absolute world to me. i have no idea how i would have made it through the last year and a half with out you. you are my sister. you are my best friend. i could never replace you, and even though we dont see each other everyday anymore, i know that no matter how far we are from each other, nothing will ever change. you are my lifeline.
7. i hate when you rub it in my face. i know you did it. but so did i. more than you. hah. merry xmas to me.
8. i hate you for doing this to me. i hate you for making me feel so vulnerable. i hate you for taking my dignity. i hate you for being stronger than me. i hate you for being able to hurt me emotionally and physically. i wish that i could have punched you or fought back more. you don't deserve to go any where but to prison and later jail. i hate that you made me feel worthless and dirty. i hate that you helped make me the slut i am today. i hate that you made me flinch whenever even the person i loved touched me. but i do thank you for helping me have the best season of my life.
9. i cant believe that losing him was worse on me than on you. i cant believe your indifference. but im always here for you, and even tho youre a brat, you will always be family.
10. being with you is sooooo wrong, but it feels sooo good.