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so here's the deal.
monday night a huge horrible shitty thing happened between me and ryan. we worked it out and we're getting thru it. and i feel so horrible about it. but to add insult to injury, my dad called me to make me come home so we could talk. so i thought that i had been busted becuz my dad doesnt call me home to talk. so i head home scared off my ass trying to decide how honest i should be...then i gethome, and im informed that i cant attend assumption in the fall because we cant afford it. so that means i can only go to temple or fsc becuz thats the only places i got into. but im not allowed to go to temple. so i go "guess im guna get a good tan" and my dad says "youre not going to florida. you're not guna do it just to spite us" so i tell him i have no other options and he says "start applying" and i have to explain that the deadlines are all past and he replies with "apply for the spring. get a good job for the fall" and thats basically where i am now. the gov't says that i dont need money. but i do. they are asses. and dont know what they're talking about. so now i gotta figure out if i can get loans and shit to still go. im trying everything i can. ive been emailing my coach at ass co and she's trying to help me. and she wants me to head up to franklin pierce friday nite, but my mom said i couldnt go last week because im going to a concert sat. night. i dunno, she might make an exception considering she blew my college fund and ruined my life.
so thats where i am now. new kids at work. i love melissa. she's in my gym class, shes the freshie with the broken pelvis. its awesome. first LAX away game tomorrow. spaulding. i hope they win. sketchy town. 8TH GRADE FUCKING SEMI BABY!!! im so stoked. gotta find an acceptable date. any ideas/takers???
trying to catch up on homework too. wiley just doesnt believe that i really do want to pass. LoL.
monday night a huge horrible shitty thing happened between me and ryan. we worked it out and we're getting thru it. and i feel so horrible about it. but to add insult to injury, my dad called me to make me come home so we could talk. so i thought that i had been busted becuz my dad doesnt call me home to talk. so i head home scared off my ass trying to decide how honest i should be...then i gethome, and im informed that i cant attend assumption in the fall because we cant afford it. so that means i can only go to temple or fsc becuz thats the only places i got into. but im not allowed to go to temple. so i go "guess im guna get a good tan" and my dad says "youre not going to florida. you're not guna do it just to spite us" so i tell him i have no other options and he says "start applying" and i have to explain that the deadlines are all past and he replies with "apply for the spring. get a good job for the fall" and thats basically where i am now. the gov't says that i dont need money. but i do. they are asses. and dont know what they're talking about. so now i gotta figure out if i can get loans and shit to still go. im trying everything i can. ive been emailing my coach at ass co and she's trying to help me. and she wants me to head up to franklin pierce friday nite, but my mom said i couldnt go last week because im going to a concert sat. night. i dunno, she might make an exception considering she blew my college fund and ruined my life.
so thats where i am now. new kids at work. i love melissa. she's in my gym class, shes the freshie with the broken pelvis. its awesome. first LAX away game tomorrow. spaulding. i hope they win. sketchy town. 8TH GRADE FUCKING SEMI BABY!!! im so stoked. gotta find an acceptable date. any ideas/takers???
trying to catch up on homework too. wiley just doesnt believe that i really do want to pass. LoL.