Apr 17, 2005 12:12
ok, over the past few weeks, alot has come to my attention.
first, sarah, my loverpants, i love you. im always here for you. day or night. the service was really nice yesterday and now maria and your mom can look at each other. they're waiting for you and making a warm place for your family.
Lax has begun. Its fun to hang around with the guys and joke and watch their games. i realized how much i really wanted to play. but at least i stil get to be a part of it. the guys won against con-val in OT...but unfortunately it didnt count in the standings cuz it was a division game. friday they lost to dover, who by the way are complete assholes. JV especially. me and mrs. kinney are goign to become known as the M-Town LAX Bitches. Dont mess with us! and Jay Harlow is HILARIOUS. he likes to mock the other coaches and make me laugh.
I got to see the hubby yesterday. We had the most amazing day. We got ot see Bill (pretty face) compete in the Shotput and 400 Hurdles. He's liek the smallest shotputter ive ever seen lol. Picture Football Linebackers, and bill. Then we just went back to his room and he gave me a wicked amazing massage(nothing sexual btw) and we just talked about everything that has gone on, and how we feel about htings. college. all sorts of stuff. im so happy to be with him. im so happy everything has been working out.
so this week i looked amazingly hott. yes, with 2 t's. thanks to my girls and their moms for helping pick out the wardrobe. i cant wait for disney which is apporximately 10 days away. i got my semi dress in North Conway and i look hotttttt!! and we all showed off our hottness at applebees lol. We got to play a prank on our mothers, and trust me, if it had been in any other setting, it wouldnt have been as funny, and at least 2 of us would have been grounded!!! it was an overall good weekend. we needed it. we needed to get away from Mtown and enjoy ourselves.
michelle and i were talking on the ride home from fe's friday night. we talked about how we havent been apart since we got moved into Mrs. Bavaro's NEW 3rd grade class and i went to florida for the first week of it. michelle has lived at my house for at least a week every summer since 8th grade. we've talked about everything, shared everything. its guna be weird to be so far away. i htink we're both ready for new things, new people, new secret missions, new commando's and mission controllers. but i dont think im ready to be the first. i think of all my friends i would choose to go first. simply becuz (and this is not meant to be offensive to anyone) i think im the only one who could handle being the first. i think im the one who can go out there and set the example. and the reason for that is simple. i think of all the people i know and where their going to school. the majority,(whether out of choice, or force) are headed to places within the state, and less than 2 hours away. whereas, im headed to worcester. i kno its only 45 mins, but it does make a difference. becuz UNH is 45 mins away, but its easier to go there than to drive to worcester. i like to be the leader, and im ready to be the first to leave. but only becuz i dont want someone else to have to go and someone else to have to set the example. if i had to choose, id do it just so no one else would have to go thru it. and also, on the selfish side(sorry) ive already been thru the "everyone's-leaving-me-im-so-depressed" phase. i dont want to be there again.
so on a last and weirder note. i posted earlier about getting into FSC without finishing my app. but the next day i recieved a letter stating that they were sorry to hear i was withdrawing from the admissions process. weird, because i hadnt sent out any of my paper work, not even to Temple. But EVEN WEIRDER, yesterday i got a letter saying that if i go to FSC, i have a $6,000 scholarship waiting for me. and on top of that, as a member of the United Methodist Church, whatever scholarships FSC(non-finacial aid) gives me, they will match. so it would be $12,000 before the government gets involved. now, just to put it in perspective: FSC is $24,650 a year. minus the $12,000 = $12,650. then you have ass. co.: $33,375. And Stafford gave me $2,600. so $31,375. big difference. and apparently my dad wasnt in the loop and wasnt aware of the tuition at Assumption. so this could be fucked.
game today at 2. everyone should be there. peace out homeslice.