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cant i just get a fucking break. this has not been a good week.
monday, assumption shit, speech contest shit...yesterday, mom fighting with me about every 30 secs over things i suposedly didnt tell her but yet, i repeated it for her 3 times at her office in front of her desk and i had a witness. then of course she does her stupid mom "im guna try to embarass you in front of your friends at school" routine where she tries to be funny, but since she has no sense of humor she fails horribly.
aslo, i got regected at endicott. woot. im 1 for 3...dont i feel like a winner.
i think my highlight of the week has been working on tuesday...and then hanging with ryan at his house. at least then i dont have to be yelled at for nothing at all.
now ive made ryan worried. i just cant get this right. i try so hard with our relationship to do everything right htis time. i really dont want to fuck it up this time. i just cant seem to get it right.
on a side note: im going to rip your face off and wear it as a mask on halloween. you have no right to find him. you have no right to but in this, it is not your fight. it is no one's fight but mine, and i have done what i needed to do to move on with my life. i dont need people like you who have nothing to do with me stepping in. you pretty much fucked with me when you found him. and now, i cry at night to fall asleep and when i do, i am haunted by him. thanks alot.
monday, assumption shit, speech contest shit...yesterday, mom fighting with me about every 30 secs over things i suposedly didnt tell her but yet, i repeated it for her 3 times at her office in front of her desk and i had a witness. then of course she does her stupid mom "im guna try to embarass you in front of your friends at school" routine where she tries to be funny, but since she has no sense of humor she fails horribly.
aslo, i got regected at endicott. woot. im 1 for 3...dont i feel like a winner.
i think my highlight of the week has been working on tuesday...and then hanging with ryan at his house. at least then i dont have to be yelled at for nothing at all.
now ive made ryan worried. i just cant get this right. i try so hard with our relationship to do everything right htis time. i really dont want to fuck it up this time. i just cant seem to get it right.
on a side note: im going to rip your face off and wear it as a mask on halloween. you have no right to find him. you have no right to but in this, it is not your fight. it is no one's fight but mine, and i have done what i needed to do to move on with my life. i dont need people like you who have nothing to do with me stepping in. you pretty much fucked with me when you found him. and now, i cry at night to fall asleep and when i do, i am haunted by him. thanks alot.