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today has to be one of the worst in a while for me.
the codine refused to work this morning and i found out that i was all out of promethezene(naseau pills) so i was all sick and shit...so luckily my mom was headed home due to a migrane when i called her and she picked me up no questions asked.
came home, then michelle came over and picked out my speech outfit, which i totally changed later...and then ryan came, picked me up and went back to his house. talked to lucas for a bit, then my mom called and said i had a letter from assumption.
we went back to my house...i opened the letter to find that i have been wait listed. i think this feeling rivaled that one when danny left. i mean, i just saw my whole plans and future being tossed out the fucking window. i cried so much, yea ill admit it i cried, and i still want to cry. this was my only school i actually wanted to be at. i wanted to go there so bad and was assured id be there so much i pretty much stopped trying anywhere else. its just crushing. i dont think ill ever play again now.
then speech contest. started out fine, we all goofed around...diggins is my new friend cuz we didnt fart!!! but then, about 10 mins before my turn...i realize that i am missing an ENTIRE page of my speech. so i wrote a new page in like 5 mins and while i was writing, jim was like "hey is this your missing page over here?" *jacque looks up hopefully and excited* "o, just kidding!" bastard. but i will give him credit. got 25 bucks outta the deal.
but yea, so now its time to sulk and get fat because i will never have to play field hockey again and i can just start drawing a new plan to life. good bye to my dreams of olympics...it was fun while it lasted.
the codine refused to work this morning and i found out that i was all out of promethezene(naseau pills) so i was all sick and shit...so luckily my mom was headed home due to a migrane when i called her and she picked me up no questions asked.
came home, then michelle came over and picked out my speech outfit, which i totally changed later...and then ryan came, picked me up and went back to his house. talked to lucas for a bit, then my mom called and said i had a letter from assumption.
we went back to my house...i opened the letter to find that i have been wait listed. i think this feeling rivaled that one when danny left. i mean, i just saw my whole plans and future being tossed out the fucking window. i cried so much, yea ill admit it i cried, and i still want to cry. this was my only school i actually wanted to be at. i wanted to go there so bad and was assured id be there so much i pretty much stopped trying anywhere else. its just crushing. i dont think ill ever play again now.
then speech contest. started out fine, we all goofed around...diggins is my new friend cuz we didnt fart!!! but then, about 10 mins before my turn...i realize that i am missing an ENTIRE page of my speech. so i wrote a new page in like 5 mins and while i was writing, jim was like "hey is this your missing page over here?" *jacque looks up hopefully and excited* "o, just kidding!" bastard. but i will give him credit. got 25 bucks outta the deal.
but yea, so now its time to sulk and get fat because i will never have to play field hockey again and i can just start drawing a new plan to life. good bye to my dreams of olympics...it was fun while it lasted.