Feb 20, 2005 16:45
had 2 FH games today...the first was amazing, the other team got a girl kicked off they were talking so much trash it was amazing, punching, tripping, boarding, it was like we were on ice. i got my claw back cuz i got my hand hit so hard...it blows.
2 game was horirble. talk about polar opposites...no one had their head in the game and everyone was getting pissed. it was ridiculous. then ryan's mommy bought candles. woot.
dont know what im doing tonite. i really needed ryan to stay, just till i find something out. i cant take this. its just so hard and i dont know if i should cry or be strong. i have no idea wahts going on and i never will.