we get by just fine here on minimum wage
I really wanted to go to the Rise Against show on Thurs....but, alas, I was not able to do so. I'm leaving in 12 days.....how insane....it doesn't seem possible...but it's happening. tomorrow I'm skipping work to go to the Renaissance festival w/Mal, Britt, Nate, and whomever else is tagging along - but at this point I'll gladly screw over Bob Evans bcuz in 8 days they're shutting down for good and they weren't gonna tell any of us. THANX! fucking worthless pieces of shit...so yah - when I come home for winter break, I have no job, and I have to fund my snowboarding and concert addiction w/the money in my bank account - argh.
Jon should be home any day now...I'm actually just waiting for him to call me so we can get this over with - really, the past 3 months have been like I wasn't dating anyone at all...only by word did it actually remain. the relationship ended the day he told me he was leaving...I should have gone with my first instinct and broke it off before he left in the first place...but no, I'm stupid like that. since he left I've been looking for other guys...and now I've found one...but where was he 3 months ago, not when I'm leaving in 12 days? I can't stop thinking about him...I've even dreamt about him - strange dreams, yes, but that's the way it goes. but, as usual, I'm pretty sure he doesn't feel the same about me....that's also how it goes, when it comes to me, at least. I just want to see him....I want to throw another party as an excuse to see him....how sad am I....
~allie~
Jon should be home any day now...I'm actually just waiting for him to call me so we can get this over with - really, the past 3 months have been like I wasn't dating anyone at all...only by word did it actually remain. the relationship ended the day he told me he was leaving...I should have gone with my first instinct and broke it off before he left in the first place...but no, I'm stupid like that. since he left I've been looking for other guys...and now I've found one...but where was he 3 months ago, not when I'm leaving in 12 days? I can't stop thinking about him...I've even dreamt about him - strange dreams, yes, but that's the way it goes. but, as usual, I'm pretty sure he doesn't feel the same about me....that's also how it goes, when it comes to me, at least. I just want to see him....I want to throw another party as an excuse to see him....how sad am I....
~allie~