hch

Vallejo and Sansome

Dec 17, 2011 14:27

When I was a teenager, the city was a mysterious network of photo labs, rental houses, nightclubs, and freeway onramps. In the passenger seat I often felt that I would arrive mysteriously at each destination -- familiar blocks would materialize out of vagueness at the end of the ride like innocuous recurring dreams. The summer my driver's license was fresh in hand I was working at the studio. The Lloyd assigned me with a simple enough errand: deliver an envelope to Naganuma Design & Direction at the edge of North Beach. ...Simple enough, except the part about getting there. Accustomed only to the vast grid of South of Market, I was an absolute disaster in the dead ends and sometimes-streets that hem Telegraph Hill. It took me over an hour to negotiate just under three miles between the two doors. Embarrassed and frustrated, I called the sensation "getting lost," even as I circled and zigzagged the vicinity knowing that the address could only be minutes away.

To be oriented is one of the best feelings I know. I love maps, diagrams, calendars, journals, documentation, lists. Knowing where you are and how you got there is an incredible sense of agency.

These days when I look back on a time period I see markers - what was said, how time was spent - and often kick myself for not paying better attention and understanding the gravity or the traction of the moment, but looking out the window instead.
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