My special place to think
I feel so awful....Bailey,Kyle,Summer,and Brian are going to the Perry Fair and I won't be able to go.It sucks.I wish my dad would let me do stuff.But to him he still thinks I am a little girl.Sometimes I wish I were older this way I could go do fun things.I feel like crap.
I just want to cry.I mean I seriously doubt anybody knows how I feel right now.My boyfriend gets to go off with all of his friends and go to this Perry Fair thing while I get to sit at home and think about all the stuff I am going to be missing out on.All because of this stupid time limit.Why in the world did God have to put me with parents like mine.My dad said he'd think about it but I know that means no.Golly everytime I have wanted to do sumthin there has always been something standing in the way.I mean nobody understands what its like.I know I shouldn't say that I hate my parents but I kinda do.
They never let me do anything.And I didn't want to tell Bailey this but I have no idea when I am going to get my liscence.My dad said I am not getting it until he thinks I am ready.So I guess that'll be never.He treats me like I am a little kid.I wish I could just move out and go live somewhere else.Somewhere where I am aloud to do stuff.
Somewhere where there is nobody standing in the way.Tonight I am going to pray very very hard about being aloud to go to the fair.I was extremely scared to ask him and now I am extremely scared to hear the answer.I am not going to get my hopes up.Because I know that he is going to say no.Well newayz I feel like laying down and crying into my pillow.Maybe that will make me feel better.If you want to you can leave a comment.But leave a cheerful one full of hope and happiness I could really use some it right now.And for those of you who think I am just making this stuff up for an interesting journal....Your wrong...But newayz I am off to go lay down and cry into my pillow.I love you Bailey.Sorry that I am not going to be able to go with you.God Bless!
*Much Love*
Chrissie
I just want to cry.I mean I seriously doubt anybody knows how I feel right now.My boyfriend gets to go off with all of his friends and go to this Perry Fair thing while I get to sit at home and think about all the stuff I am going to be missing out on.All because of this stupid time limit.Why in the world did God have to put me with parents like mine.My dad said he'd think about it but I know that means no.Golly everytime I have wanted to do sumthin there has always been something standing in the way.I mean nobody understands what its like.I know I shouldn't say that I hate my parents but I kinda do.
They never let me do anything.And I didn't want to tell Bailey this but I have no idea when I am going to get my liscence.My dad said I am not getting it until he thinks I am ready.So I guess that'll be never.He treats me like I am a little kid.I wish I could just move out and go live somewhere else.Somewhere where I am aloud to do stuff.
Somewhere where there is nobody standing in the way.Tonight I am going to pray very very hard about being aloud to go to the fair.I was extremely scared to ask him and now I am extremely scared to hear the answer.I am not going to get my hopes up.Because I know that he is going to say no.Well newayz I feel like laying down and crying into my pillow.Maybe that will make me feel better.If you want to you can leave a comment.But leave a cheerful one full of hope and happiness I could really use some it right now.And for those of you who think I am just making this stuff up for an interesting journal....Your wrong...But newayz I am off to go lay down and cry into my pillow.I love you Bailey.Sorry that I am not going to be able to go with you.God Bless!
*Much Love*
Chrissie