I hate this weather
I hate this weather,I hate my family,So pretty much I hate everything.I didn't really do anything today.I sat at home all day and was bored.My dad brought that jeep home and ruined my hopes or ideas of ever liking or even appreciating him again.He won't buy me a car.He won't pay for my college.He won't let me stay out late.He won't let me grow up.He won't let me be who I want to be.He won't even let me get a job during the school year.My mom just sits back and lets him do it.Yah know I don't really have a family.I just have someone who lets me live at their house.I get $20 dollars a week and sumtimes and additional amount for anything I want.While my little brother gets way---- more.I sware they have favoritism.I mean he got caught smoking weed.I have never ever ever done anything bad in my life.But I get punished for everything.I got home 2 minutes late one night my dad went pyscho and told me I could never see Bailey again and then changed his mind the next day.I bring Bailey by the house for 5 minutes one day when he isn't here I get yelled at.Sumbody else breaks my lil bro.'s t.v. it automatically gets blamed on me.Sumthin goes wrong with the computer or phone it gets blamed on me.Wow I guess everything is just my fault.Hmm...I guess I am just the person to blame.So if you ever have a problem just blame it on me.It'll make you feel better.And my life more like hell.Well newayz I am done ranting for now.I still love Bailey...But thats about it besides God who is always #1 in my life.God Bless!
*Much Love*
Chrissie
*Much Love*
Chrissie