Confused

Apr 18, 2007 00:45

Well I believe that I have become numb to you. I think I am doing pretty well considering. I have a job, school is almost done, the warmth will be returning soon, my friends are awesome, and I have my good friends at D Generation-X. :P I find I have a new obsession with DX. I just find them so cute. And House and Wilson are just adorable! I need to write my reaction paper for Psych. Blah at 1 in the morning yay me.

And you...you dissapoint me so. You don't respond to my message or texts. You just don't care at all anymore. I don't understand you at all. I haven't done anything to you. I did anything and everything I could to make you happy. What happened to me being yours? I distinctly remember you being at my house, holding me, and saying that I was yours. When did that change? Or when we went to Williamsport and you...I'm just so confused by you boy. I really want to hate you, but I know deep down that it will never happen...ever. I just can't stay mad at you when you hug me. Never could either. I just want to see how long it takes you to try and come back...goodbye my dearest James until we meet again.

I do believe that I feel most comfortable around you...it's interesting that when I thought I was guarenteed 3 it always comes back to you...

Hey JR...fuck you. *This message was brought to you by D Generation-X. And if you aren't down with that, I've got two words for ya...SUCK IT!*

[mood|
Relaxed]
[music| Sexy Boy-Shawn Michaels ]
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