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and a wise friend of mine said to me today:
"cait, say what you want. say that it didn't matter to you, but you know it did. you're hurt because of someone you were trying not to care about. you care about him, you do. because you've been moping for the last two weeks. why the hell don't you just talk to him? so go ahead and say it didn't matter to you. but the truth is, it mattered a lot more than you thought it did."
yes, i guess it did matter more than i thought.
i really didn't think it mattered at all.
but it's been a while now, and i miss him.
i hate when you know people who know the people you know.
it always causes unnecessary drama.
and it sucks.
"cait, say what you want. say that it didn't matter to you, but you know it did. you're hurt because of someone you were trying not to care about. you care about him, you do. because you've been moping for the last two weeks. why the hell don't you just talk to him? so go ahead and say it didn't matter to you. but the truth is, it mattered a lot more than you thought it did."
yes, i guess it did matter more than i thought.
i really didn't think it mattered at all.
but it's been a while now, and i miss him.
i hate when you know people who know the people you know.
it always causes unnecessary drama.
and it sucks.